Yes...!! at last, I saw the day which I never imagined I would and heard the words which really did hurt me to the core...
My Love, the only reason I feel I am lucky in this life and about whom I think most of my day... really said out all that he feels about , I feel like shit , it makes me scream out and end my life... but i do not have the courage to do so...
I never felt so bad, these words of him haunt me every moment... he said we are not meant for each other, we should get divorced ... yes 'Divorced'... never in my life did I think we would even think about it, He said I act , I really don't feel anything for him or his family... I feel I am the abandoned 'DOG', why the hell no one understands that I am a girl who married him not because I need a husband , but because I love him and love his family... Contradiction ... NO one believes you , if you are married and say that you love your in-laws, not even your Husband...
You can love your dog, You can love your phone , you can love your new car or job anything in the world but not your in-Laws... this happens and makes one go crazy , if the only one in your life whom you love so much and fought your life out to marry him names your affection a Drama ... or just another plot... I feel crumbled and insulted...
Finally, today I cannot deny the fact that I am insecure , He can leave me any day... He says we are not compatible... but I promise myself the day he says that to me .. I will end my life , saying sorry to my parents for being a very bad and selfish daughter....
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22nd April, 2012 (40 days to June 02, 2012)
My Love, the only reason I feel I am lucky in this life and about whom I think most of my day... really said out all that he feels about , I feel like shit , it makes me scream out and end my life... but i do not have the courage to do so...
I never felt so bad, these words of him haunt me every moment... he said we are not meant for each other, we should get divorced ... yes 'Divorced'... never in my life did I think we would even think about it, He said I act , I really don't feel anything for him or his family... I feel I am the abandoned 'DOG', why the hell no one understands that I am a girl who married him not because I need a husband , but because I love him and love his family... Contradiction ... NO one believes you , if you are married and say that you love your in-laws, not even your Husband...
You can love your dog, You can love your phone , you can love your new car or job anything in the world but not your in-Laws... this happens and makes one go crazy , if the only one in your life whom you love so much and fought your life out to marry him names your affection a Drama ... or just another plot... I feel crumbled and insulted...
Finally, today I cannot deny the fact that I am insecure , He can leave me any day... He says we are not compatible... but I promise myself the day he says that to me .. I will end my life , saying sorry to my parents for being a very bad and selfish daughter....
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22nd April, 2012 (40 days to June 02, 2012)
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